(Imma monster), Literally off the chains (A witch doctor), Comin' to invade ya brain (There ain't a proper), Way to validate my decision... Made to permanently leave you in a state of remission (I'm a Monster) As well like TK said// Escape from hell Teq defeat Satan// From out of ground I climb the hell out// To remix wack track from twenty 12, so-// Welcome home to the prodigal son// I have returned from my journey homie holdin' a gun// I'm doper than fuck & 'I'm broke- so I stole me a truck// And I sold right back to the owner that I stole it from// And the way I digest- you sonny Imma eatchu alive// After I- beatchu to death cuz you were feedin' me lies// Complete yo demise, gather all a yo heaters and get to steppin' // We can meet up at high noon at the intersection of Smith and Wesson// Eventually heaven sent for the very best// And every message desperately sent inevitably they went to Teq// well...I intercepted 'em but nevertheless// They were technically Teq's messages anyway I digress//

Rise out of my bed, pissed at how// All this turned out, as I begin to diss myself// How many ways can I explain I exist in hell// I'm suffocating face down in the wishing well// My downs and ups, I'm wishing they were flipped around// Look up to you, and all you do is kick me down// And now it's- rise out the death bed, wish me well// And witness my offensive against myself// I'm missing out on all the things I wished about// Confused at what it was I did when I wished them out// So wish me well, or whatever fuck it fish me out// The Chesapeake Bay baby, with a fishy mouth// If this is how it is, you can dim the blinds// And count me out, goodnight, you can hit the lights// Goodbye- for now... I mean- for at least a while// Okay, I'm back... Hooray- you ain't even smiled// ----- ----- ----- It isn't easy to forgive and forget// You never forget, and all we do is live in regret// Admit and repent, and confess, and when I did it I wept// 'Cause it's what's out of my control that has me feeling depressed// And I guess... It isn't easy to forgive and forget// You never forget, and all we do is live in regret// We need to make a better UV ray// Because the Sun ain't quite a bright enough light in these dark days// ----- ----- ----- I try to- kiss the clouds, and I kiss the ground// And you don't pick me up and you don't lift me out// And now I can't go to bed and there's nothing on// 'Cause I threw the television set through the fucking wall// And I'm a... Insomniac when you go to sleep I'mma stay awake// And slip away like the undertow but I'm over waves// ...I ain't under you but you over me// And the weight I hold is immeasurable and crushing me// ...Walls are closing in and I'm underneath// Of a swinging lowering pendulum and it's cutting me// ...And I'm letting it 'cause it's fun to me// I'm invincible and I really don't even wanna be// A hundred lifetimes trying not to die// And not to pry- but I need some replacement eyes// 'Cause my 2 blues are damaged too far beyond repair// And I developed an incurable thousand yard stare// ----- ----- ----- HOOK ----- ----- ----- Since the day I became the goblin and gobbled amphetamine/ I been solving all of my problems with horrible remedies// It was- hood to the burbs to a hooligan in the hood again// From- pen to the pad to my own pad, and into the pen// I got no motive in keeping up with the Joneses// My only current concern at the moment's not to be homeless// Emotionless- Put in work every minute and you don't notice it// You only searching for negative and you focus it// And me? I got a problem with causing my own problems// And I don't know how I cause 'em and I don't know how to solve 'em// ...And that increase in my lack of energy nowadays?// ...Well it's scaring the shit right outta me// So ride along while I spit this song// About how my time ain't gone, but I know this life ain't long // But so far, the one thing you can learn from me// Is only one damn thing in the world for free// -And that's pain.

I stay driven like interstates every Thanksgivin'// ...No recognition appreciation or thanks given// The same symptoms of sickness remain given// With rivetin' lyricism in every rhythm I ever been in// The more ignored the more saturated my writtens get'// With cynicism til my recordings practically drippin' with it// Yes I'm agitated I'm visibly aggravated// That invisibility jacket grafted to me you activated'// HOOK Living with eyes closed while I'm wide a-wake// Witness the sunrise of my final day// I lied, I'm Blind// Listen as my mind's eyes fly away// Withering exile find my grave// Ride my... tidal wave...// You resurrected and set me free// But I was never really dead and you can't kill_me// Verse 2 You cant kill me mutha- fuckaaa// You cant kill me, you can't kill me// You cant kill me mutha- fuckaaa// You cant kill me, you can't kill me// The game that you play ain't a game to me// You claim it's a game but it ain't to me// The game that you play ain't a game to me// You claim it's a game but it ain't to me// Ay yo I'm early onset Alzheimers as fuck kid// I document and edit life so it looks like I loved it// And my time- mostly devoted to mental organization// And mental illness conversion through pen and ink on a piece of paper// I got a head fulla scrambled eggs// And I'd be better off dead but instead I'm Teq// And today- I went ahead an made another mistake// And I'm gonna pay for it and pay for it forever I think// You're no-body til somebody kills me// And you can't kill me, and you can't kill me// You're no-body til somebody kills me// And you can't kill muthafuckin Teqneek// HOOK

He was a day dreamer and now his life is a nightmare

There's a girl a'bout 6 thousand miles away// Who stole my heart, an' never gave hers to me// I knew I- never de'served her_I knew she seemed// Too good to'be true'and too beau'tifulll for me// But for me- you were the best little Mexican drug queen// I could start a cartel with you tu comprende what I mean// And I mean it the first body to ever bleed for your art// First name shoulda been Jonny last name- shoulda been Hart// But my heart- You came and stole it like a thief in the night// N'the tip of your tongue might as well'a'been the tip of a knife// And it isn't alright, another night a'wake_a'gain// Writing poetry for a song I'll never make Ekim// Because you- Filled my head_fulla hopes and dreams// By letting me think you meant what you told to me// And e'ver'y_thing you said it was sold to me// With the voice of an angel you were holding me// And I'was... glued to you and you were glued to me// And I couldn't control the feelings that grew in me// You got the 2 most unbelievably beautiful brown eyes// Hypnotizing my 2 blues in a flash and now I'm blind// Seni seviyorum I mean it more every time// She the artist of my life I'mma love her til I die// My girl light up a dark day brightest star in the night sky// She inspired me to get back on the mic and to write rhymes// I say... Seni seviyorum I'm in love with your style// In love with your eyes, your mind and I'm in love with your smile// You'stimulated'me in ways I didn't know were even poss_ible...// Because ya mahvelous dahling simply pheno_menal// Ekim and Jonny baby'a tale of two souls// Intrinsically connected past the molecular level// I was captivated the minute you stepped out of my dreams// And was devastated the second it ended like "fuck me" // Because you said baby you can put your trust in me// The same day that you suddenly gave up on me// Ekim and Jonny boy baby a tale of one girl// Who was too good to be true and I knew it too- but I'm gullible,// ...I wrote a song about distances// And baby girl all it did for me was get me pissed// I wanna focus on together how we could'do anything'y// You take my breath away...and I love you'ta death'Ekim o-kay?// Strong coffee and fortune tellers// And 4 out of 4 of em told us to grow together// So'I owe you a phone cord and a song at the airport// And a gold star and a the rest'a my whole life and the whole world // 'Broke-up withcha boy_friend to roll with me// An'broke every single promise thatchu told to me// Were you trolling me 3 months every thing went cool// And then'somethin'changed overnight_ back in Is'tan_bul// (bull)Shit_ empty and worthless I'm more than a bit hurt// I'm unworthy of your kiss one year and of your word// I'was even learning your language and wasn't worthy of EVEN// ONE Turkish Word of the day from you- I was learning your language for you!// I know the curse says to fuck with me// But I'm not a... fu_ckin mistake don't give up on me// -You went to Istanbul to fade away// And broke my- soul my heart and my hopes and dreams// 4 things that I won't need since I finally found you// And I'll never see you again and I'm dying without you // Ekiiim... You are gorgeous and per-fect, and yer tur-kish and cir-cassian// It's written in your name you deserve it so em'brace it// Ekim- Stay with me you could be my queen// And you'd be- stuck to me and we would ffffollow our dreams// _________ _________ _________ Don't wanna see you go... But there was nuthin that I could do// I fell in love with you why wouldjyou-// Say what you said if you didn't love me too// Don't wanna be alone... // But there was nothing that I could do// I fell in love with you- And I'll never love anyone butchu' 'there's no_thing I can doooo// ....-An' I'm blamin' it all on you- You knew what I been through// You said don't worry// And that I could confide in you bullshiiiiiiit// ....I aint e'ven distrac_ted you- ...All the way from here, yeah- You worried I'd distract you from your friends and yo goddamn beer (or liquor whatever beer rhymes better with)// ...Have fun while I disappear ...and fuckin live my curse And die in tears, While someone else gets my girl// Ekimmm... I don't wanna be a-looone...// But there's nothing that I can do// STOP ...because I don't have a heart to give// It's on the other side a tha'globe bro'// ken' and it's all Ekiiiiiim's-// ...the Queen of the god damn world// I hope'the next guy you find_to date// Has a limp_ dick- the size of a jelly_bean bay-bayyyyyy// ....and a ha'iry u_gly ass Smelly balls, pimplesonhisback,// And gets you pregnant before you get a chance to dump his aaaaassss// Don't wanna see you go...// But I love to watch you leave// Just kidding only saw that once// I got a- Turrrrkish Hug and a case of PTSD// ...And I'd still prolly take you back// Aşik olmak because Jonathan Hart is a complete dumbass//

I got the blood of Edgar Allen Poe flowing through my veins// And in a family full of poets he's going behind me// I've thrown lyrics away more lethal than Mogadishu is known for evil// StilI I go unnoticed and overlooked and unknown to people// Sliding off the edge of existence ever since I existed// Realizing life is a gift and I'll die to try to live it// ...But I committed to some bad decisions// Disastrous living, the 2 world's wackest women// I'm a magnet attracting sadness a tragedy tractor beam// I'm accumulating a massive amount of wisdom too rapidly// ... and I have to breathe I don't think that the path I'm traveling// Magically ends with me and the girl of my dreams and happy// I never actually asked for the lives of 9 cats// Give me a decent 1 and you can have 80 of mine back// ...The price of gathering up all of this wisdom// Was too massive to pay if sadness is the cost of admission// I tried to shine too many times and I oxidized and I rust// 'Til my confidence has been battered and systematically crushed// And I'm shattered- ...And every one I love burns me up// ...And everything I touch turns to dust// I been used and I'm used up can you understand where I'm speaking from// Learning so many life lessons I should be the one teachin'em?// ....Losing your mind is impossible when you're Jonathan'// I can't escape a prison I'm locked inside of and lost within// I can't relieve the symptoms of a meager existence// Beaten and underestimated til I'm weak as an infant// I'm addicted to pain and constantly making the same mistakes// And repeatedly paying for em' and praying my faith away// But I'm blessed... And I feel amazing I'm kidding I feel abused and angry// Unappreciated by people who should appreciate me// ...An introverted extrovert I need to be heard// ...Yet too embarrassed to get on a stage and to speak words// I can't communicate a chain of events// To you if it thoroughly confuses me the way that it went// But hey truthfully if could I wouldn't change too many things// I love the person I became I just hate the world that created me// Abandoned stranded standing here staring in disbelief// Like my destiny is to prove to you Karma is make-believe// I'm abandoning sanity 'cause I'd rather live in a fantasy// Then play the victim in an existence which isn't fair to me// Living had kicked my ass before grabbing a pen and pad// My older brother killed himself and it messed me up really bad// And my dad is an addict I'm amazed that he's still alive// My suicidal little brother attempted it 5 times And I'm eager to please the people who take advantage of kindness// The least deserving of earning my trust always seem to find it // A shell of the hell of a guy that I always thought I would be// I'm a skeleton trapped in hell and I'm clawing out of it constantly//